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雨，用平淡规律的旋律，滴滴答答的下。。平静的心，被这黑暗中的泪水，掀起了涟漪。。
此刻的心，不是寂寞。。反而是丁点的担心。。也许是考试前夕症候群。。


也许有些人是对的人，却在错的时间，错的地点出现，带着错误的感觉。。所以错误的感觉，是不允许有任何的交错点。。不要眷恋错误且明知故犯误而身陷泥沼，越挣扎，再挣扎，不死心的挣扎，只会越陷越深，直到没顶。所以，静静的思考、沉淀、重新选择。。


手中的沙，无论你握得再紧，总有些，会从指缝中，潺潺留下。。
有些事，注定该放弃，就不该迷恋，而该珍惜手中拥有的。。
就好比愿意倾听，开导，分享。。仅此而已。。
越了界，顷刻间，一切美好，都是海市蜃楼。。
无谓的幻想，不需要。。所谓的体贴，只不过是身为朋友，男人该做的事。。。
错的角色，不值留恋。。怀着希望，去觅寻对的人，对的角色，对的一切。。。



--this article is from someone.It really can espress all my feeling right now..i love tis...and ngam my mood now--

--thanks also for the ppl who wrote this..It's really nice!!!--

mistakes..

my emo was not stable this few days...i have no idea wat should i do..i'm having exam tomorrow..and now i'm still here...for no reason.they called juz now..and i kenot control my temper.and yet juz putih putih kena i scold.haiz...sorry..i really felt sorry....
there are a lots of things happen tis few days..i'm so stress..u guys dono.really.u juz say u noe.u noe from the cover.u dono wat is hidden inside.i need to take care of my grandny,i need to take care of home stuff,i need to do revision....everything juz come in 1 time...i really kenot breath.the moment i do my revision,u guys called.the tone u guys used also not very good.(mayb i'm sensitives)..but i'm really angry in sudden.haiz..i make a mistakes again.hope will gettin better faster..

P/s:plz pray for my grandny.she juz been discharged from the hospital tis afternoon.she suffer from Glaucoma(eye pain).May God bless u all~~

Ma Fuck!!!

walao e....i dono wat hapen today....suppose ion the morning i go jogging with my friend.but due to some factor,i cancelled it.den i go lime teh with 1 of my friend.but in the middle of it,my grandny called.she say i need to get back home asap because my grandpa do not feeling well.den i go to sell the newspaper at Library there.when i arrived there,i keep on searching for the stall for the old newspaper.i keep on searching n i cant get it.i ask the Sinchew staff n they tell me to look around the library(because they also dono where is the stall)MA FUCK!!!i'm really frustrated with tis!!!den i leave the library.i called Ephraem for some help.i ask him where is the place that i can sell my newspaper n he told me go to GK Supermarket there.so i rush to there.MA GU!!!the shop was closed!!!!i called the owner n he hang my phone!n i call again...and he told me he was not around for today...WAT THE????n i was like WHAT THE HELL IS GOING TODAY??????????????so after wasting 2 hours for the newspaper,i straight away go home in rush...when i reach home,i tell them about this.they keep on asking me the same thing.they don believe that there were no stall at the library ther(because it was appeared in the newspaper 1 month ago)!!!!!!!!!!i was really frustrated!!!!!!!!i raise up my voice while explaining to them...n they start to feel that i'm so bad temper n useless!!!what the fuck??????????y don they think about my feelings????????
but on their side,mayb i'm really useless...mayb i'm very hot temper....no matter what...

for the 1st time in my life,i start to feel like wan to commit suicide~~~

感触

看了你最近的一切,突然对你有了感觉...
不懂怎样形容那种感觉...
看到你与别的女生的互动,感觉心口不是滋味..很像在嫉妒着她们...

"算了吧!没有我你也可以活的很精彩.."这是你告诉我的..
到底,一开始我对你是怎样的感觉?
而你对我又是怎样的感觉呢??

怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
你走了不 梦远了........
这永远是我不敢听的歌..
这会让我想起你...
我以为我已忘了你..
我以为我们将成为2条平行线,不在有任何交际...

但
突然的疼痛让我发觉
原来我的心还会对你有感觉...
或许我会试着放下你...
或许我早已放下你而我自己不知而已...
无论如何
我回祝福你...
祝你幸福...

而我
还在寻找我的幸福.......

阴天

今天的天气是阴凉阴凉的...心情也跟着变得怪怪的....
阴天曾经是我所喜爱的,但我却不喜欢今天的阴天..到底是怎么了?
阴天让我想起雨天;雨天让我想起了你.你的幼稚,你的冷漠,你的无情,你的一切..你我在错的时间遇到对方.一开始在一起就是个大错!分手后你说你有多难过,你说你有多后悔当初的开始;我何尝不是呢???算了,一切都过去了,再多的回首是让自己的伤口更痛.....
总觉得...今天非常的鬼异....心里怪怪的...一个很好的朋友对我说了些不该说的话,让我心里一团乱...算了,反正我当你在发酒疯就行了...
今天的我,似乎跟昨天有点不同了...
但,心里总有点失落干在作祟.....

wise advise...

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。 如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。 好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。 你随时要认命，因为你是人。 这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。 你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。 每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。 当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？ 根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？ 忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。 永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。 得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。 这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。 不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。 你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。 时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！ 感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。 如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。 恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。 你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。 世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。 学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。 成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。 发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。 你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。 爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。 人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。 如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

seventh of October..

hmmm..long time din update my blog dy...haha..nothing much to share about...juz feel like i should write something on my blog...kaka...
today is Jessica TYT de birthday...haha..all of us almost forget e...luckily Micheal them remember..den we juz wish her 'happy birthday'..nothing much special..they're going to Hot Sport for celebration tonight.den i think most of us din go(or the other way round)...because we all busy and today is weekday...so kenot go out lo..hehe..
and 1 more thing..i lost my pendrive..walau e...i dono where i drop it le...haiz..really careless de ppl a..wan find also dono go where find a..haiz...how wor??i juz bought it 4 days ago...grhhhh....it cost me 35 e.....haizzzzz.....really ar!!!!dono how...
and and and..
today we(qiqi,Siew Ang,Kenny n Lan) go to qiqi's aunt de house...ben lai wan go try and borrow some prom nite dress...but,at the end,we get nothing.we juz playing around with the dress.we take photo with the dress on and play like hell..it's really fun!!!haha...it's memorable....cool some more...haha...
the prom nite of IBS College is coming soon..but not tat soon lar...haha..because it's at 5/11..still 1 more month to go..haha..den i almost spend 400 for the prom...is it too costy???it cost almost half of my salary e...is it necessary to be that much????can any1 comment on this???haiz...
tat's all for today le..i'm going to off my computer and sleep earlier..so,bye...

love all....
muakzz
muakzz